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안녕하세요 슈간데요~~!!

입원해있으니 너무 심심해서 여러분께 질문드립니다!!

여러분들은 우울하게 보냈던 크리스마스가 있었나요?

있다면 댓글로 가장 우울하게 보냈던 크리스마스를 얘기해주세요 ~~~!! 트위터는 너무 훅훅 지나가서 헤헤

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  • Kati LS 2021.05.24 02:12

    Привет

  • Kati LS 2021.05.24 02:16

    I apologize for trying to figure out the site, and with the desire to write, I accidentally sent one word and in my language, I love you! sorry☺😮🙏

  • 익명 2021.06.05 10:06

    비밀댓글입니다

  • 익명 2021.06.05 10:08

    비밀댓글입니다

  • 익명 2021.06.07 02:04

    비밀댓글입니다

  • Lele17 2021.06.18 05:20

    I love you ❤️❤️

  • Cypher08 2021.06.19 02:17

    Será que esto funciona a hoy 2021? Existen personas que manejen este blog? Si es así, quiero una señal.

  • 보물찾기 2021.06.27 09:44

    흠… 크리스마스든 명절이든 큰 의미를 두지 않으니 특별히 우울할 일도 없더라고요. 그런데 생전 관심도 없던 연말 시상식을 작년부터 챙겨보기 시작하면서 겨울이 더 분주하고 신나게 느껴집니다~^^. 인생이 너무 단순한가…?

  • Mrs. PARK-jimin 2021.07.05 20:06

    Semangat Suga, 💜

  • Mar 2021.07.20 14:39

    My letter to BTS and Army 💜:

    My anxiety is growing, I feel alone and empty, you are my only safe place, I want a magic door where I can enter and appear in my happy place, I want to stop feeling bad and sad, I want to stop feeling so alone, you They help a lot, but my anxiety and depression grow and I sometimes don't know what to do, I love my life, I love what I am, but I don't want to continue feeling like that, you are my shield, listen to music and write, you help me but feel so alone, want go through so many kilometers to receive a true hug, want to hear words of encouragement and want to climb the mountain and shout to the wind how empty I feel and how lonely I am, everything is becoming gris and opaque, sometimes I would like to know why it touched me see them but not be able to feel them, because I feel so bad and at the same time I want to feel good,

    Rm: I love myself a lot, but I don't want to be alone

    Jin: I feel like a goddess, but I want someone else to say so

    Sugar: I love music, but I want to stop listening to it just because I want to calm my anxiety

    J-hope: I love to smile and I love to have fun, but I want the clouds that cover me to disappear

    Jimin: I want to keep dancing and being cute, but I'm tired of being hurt

    Tae: I love being different and unique, but I feel like I don't fit in anywhere, I feel lonely

    Jungkook: I want to keep dreaming and thinking that I can do everything, but growing up and seeing that my dreams are broken and that my burdens grow, makes me want to not grow anymore

    I just want to be able to have a little more peace and quiet, to be able to learn to control my anxiety and depression, but I feel like I struggle and struggle, and it didn't get anywhere, BTS loved them, loved them so much, I want to stop feeling like that.

  • Dwi 2021.08.04 20:00

    나는 늦게 왔다. 진작에 여기 왔어야 했는데..

  • Ale 2021.09.01 22:11

    Feliz día al cumpleañero

  • jj 2021.10.01 21:42

    21년10월에 보고있음 왜 병원 입원했는지 궁금함

  • bee 2021.10.03 04:50

    잘지냈으면 좋겠어 항상고마워

  • ㅇㅇ 2021.11.09 23:27

    와 이런것도 햇엇구나 ㅎㅎㅎ슈가야 너무너무 사랑해

  • Lisezueth 2021.11.11 03:23

    I'm not sure if anyone is even looking at the comments of a post from 2013... But, I kinda feel like I need to unburden a little today...

    I've been thinking about something that happened in 2010, which I didn't really think about too much after it happened... But somehow, in the past few months, I've been thinking about it...

    I was around 15 then... My grandpa had died at that time... I wasn't particularly close to him, barely saw him for 2 weeks every year during vacation... Even though my family says he fostered the love of English language in me, I don't remember loving him... In fact, I remember being indifferent when my dad broke the news of his death... I was more worried about why I didn't feel anything, when he's my family... Although I worked through all that, it's the events following that which I've been thinking about recently...

    Mom wasn't able to attend his funeral due to certain reasons, and she didn't get to have a closure... So, for months afterwards, she would be on the phone, with her mom, or brother or sister, just mourning, grieving... This was before the 3G network time, and I would be 5 feet away, playing on the computer.... I would listen to her grief, to her sobs, and I couldn't do a damn thing about it. Even though that was the first death I experienced in the family, even though I didn't particularly feel anything for my grandpa, it broke my heart hearing my mom cry like that. Even then, I knew mourning was a process and there was nothing I could do to help except be there... Once, just once, I abandoned my game to go comfort her, and trust me when I say I have never seen her put on a mask so fast and go away... I never attempted that again... Maybe it was a mother's instinct, not wanting to cry in front of her daughter, maybe because I was a typical selfish teenager, for whatever reason, she didn't want to be vulnerable in front of me... So if the only comfort I could give her was my indifference, that's what I did... I kept my eyes on the screen and my hand moving the mouse while my ears were filled with nothing but the sound of her sobs...

    It's been 11 years, and I have never felt as helpless as I did then... I've had my heart broken, my trust shattered, my determination exhausted, yet that feeling of helplessness as I sat lees than 5 feet (or perhaps a light year) away from my mother, nothing has compared to that...

    I think it took about a year before mom was able to move forward... And I haven't thought about those times after that.. Until recently... Until now... I wish I could say it was covid, or my job, or my relationships, or my friends... I wish I knew what it was that's caused me to look back to that time... I don't feel that helplessness, yet I feel that it's not that far away, unless I do something... The only question, what?

  • Laura 2022.01.21 16:52

    안녕 내 지민 안녕 난 로라 너의 ARMY

  • 이음 2022.03.23 13:59

    아니 딱히 업성
    항상 내 생일보다 더 즐거웠던것같아

  • 지민희 2022.04.15 04:15 신고

    나보다 늦게온분들 있으시겠징?😂

  • 융기메리미 2022.06.21 05:53

    윤기야 결혼하자
    융기 윌유메리미ㅣㅣㅣㅣ♡